Friday, January 04, 2008

This is my blog

And I've got a story to tell.

I don't know how it ends. Beyond this moment, I don't know what will happen. I can only tell it from this moment. Because that is all there is.

There is a past to this story. Long and broken. Full of abuse, depression, betrayal. Mistakes made, hearts broken, loves lost.

But for every mistake made, there has been fun times. Friends lost had to be made first. Every hurt is a happy memory fighting against a loss. Every trial has been a journey. Every challenge has been a chance to grow, to find out who I really am. I push boundaries, both mine and yours. Its the only way to see what you're capable of. I'm not afraid of a fight. I like to test my limits.

Sometimes there's laughs, sometimes tears. There may even be quiet reflection. Lust can juxtapose with depression. Rants abound, as do insecurities. You never know what you'll find.

This is my blog. And I'm telling my story. One day at a time.

10 comments:

Betty said...

It is your blog and your story and you can say however much you want or need to say. I hope you are ok!!

Stacy The Peanut Queen said...

Yes....same here.

How well put.

itelli said...

Depression? DEPRESSION???? Have u seen mine???? :) Happy New Year. I hope 2008 brings u health and happiness, and throws u only into cool situations. And as the ancient Greeks used to say, there's always something good to be had out of something bad.

I'm glad u too see it that way.

maverick said...

Ur blog...ur highway all the way :)

Lightning Bug's Butt said...

Isn't blogging the best thing in the world?

Kezza said...

Yee ha! Go hard with the mission statement Possum!

You know, sometimes (often) I envy you and the things you have to say. Don't be thinking of changing that any time soon will you!

Ms Smack said...

Do it! I look forward to reading it all.
xx

Professor said...

Very well said!

Kitty said...

I love your blog phish, you are real and I adore you.

Josh said...

Nice, I might do a mission statement for my blog too.