Dreamless bliss

I want to wake up to someone
who chases away my dreams.
On the nights where I don't sleep,
where I see things,
that should never be seen,
when I feel things,
that are not be done.

Where I wake feeling violated,
angry, defenceless, sickened,
Abandoned.
And hot tears soak soak my lashes
Its not me,
Its not even real
But it's in my head.
Its there and it won't go away.

When tears and screams
can't get the feeling,
the image,
out of my heart.
I can only seek solace
I numbness,
So that I see nothing.
I want to wake to someone
who can chase away my dreams