Thursday, July 19, 2007

Just because I have nothing else

A meme from Ingsoc

What were you doing 10 years ago (5 Things)
1. Year 8 of high school
2. Adolescence
3. Fighting with everybody - family, friends, dad especially
4. Coming to terms with sexual abuse
5. Schizophrenia (from the stress of trying to repress #4.)

What were you doing 1 year ago (5 Things):
1. Just been assaulted and homeless
2. Unpacking in my new diggs
3. Miscarriage
4. Dead friends
5. General hurting

(this is depressing)

Five Snacks You Enjoy:
1. Chocolate
2. Dark chocolate
3. Mint chocolate
4. White chocolate
5. Carrots

Five Songs That You Know The Lyrics To:
1. Everything by Matchbox 20/Rob Thomas
2. Pretty much everything Limp Bizkit
3. Album songs of Linkin Park
4. Album songs of Snow Partol
5. Album songs of Robbie Williams

Five Things You Would Do If You Were A Millionaire
1. Travel
2. Quit my job
3. Study
4. Own my own house
5. Buy lots of animals

Five Bad Habits:
1. Procrastination
2. Arrogance
3. Stubbornness
4. Indecisiveness
5. Getting hurt

Five Things You Like To Do:
1. Have sex
2. Talk to people
3. Watch people while drinking coffee
4. Listen to music
5. Play with animals

Five Things You Would Never Wear Again:
1. Swimsuit. Until they bring back the neck to knee, I ain't wearin' it.
2. A corset. I like to breathe
3. Size 20 clothes
4. Granny Bra
5. Lycra pants

Five Favorite Toys:
1. Lego and transformers.
2. My computer
3. Things that vibrate
4. My stuffed toys on my bed - Neuja and Fluffy
5. My phone

Five things you hate to do:
1. Cry
2. Babble
3. Put myself out there and get nothing in return
4. Let nerves get the better of me
5. Lose my temper


Cazzie!!! said...

Phishez, you have come an amazing journey to this pount in life. I am wrapped to be part of it, even though it is the cyber world. Hell, you were even in sucha state last year? I almost died nigh on 3 yrs ago and so life just goes on. I reckon we can achieve whatever it is we want to acheive, so long as our health stays on par.
I love reading your blog, and you inspire to to continue to loose weight..look at look great! I even went for a two hour walk is the exercise I need to keep up with.

Mel said...

You're amazing. You seem remarkably well adjusted and positive for someone who has been through what you have. You must have a great deal of inner strength to have been able to tackle all those obstacles.
And because I have such respect for you I won't even say a word about your taste in music. I'm tempted, but shall refrain. After all - different strokes etc.

Anonymous said...

I always read you every are a talented little button. xx

Crushed by Ingsoc said...

Let's hope things only get better!
You deserve them too!

Hope all is good now.

Webmiztris said...

wow, that was pretty depressing at first! sorry about that. I like your chocolate but how about chocolate covered carrots?

I see you got a feed....yay!

Anonymous said...

Sounds like you have been to hell and back in the past year. I am glad you came out on the better side and are doing well now.

*things that vibrate*
It wouldn't have been you without this answer. LOL

Memphis Steve said...

Your lovely Bodyshop Barbie sister sent me here. She said you had big boobs and that we could come and see for ourselves. That was really all it took. But she was right. And I thank you and her both for that.


Oh fabulous choicesand a great idea for me to do over onmy blog, if you don't mind me nicking your meme.
LOl@ choc, choc, choc, carrots. I love to nibble on cold, crunchy veggies at my pc...good thing I am not into crisps.

Spiky Zora Jones said...

Phish...reading your post made my eyes water with tears. You give me hope and you inspire me.

You have gone through a lot and now here we are. You are amazing and a wonderful person. You kick ass.

Chocolates...I wish I could eat lots and lots, but sadly, I am a diabetic. My sugar once dropped to a very low sugar count so I grabbed a candy bar in the pantry (dark chocolate) and it was so f*cking good, I almost came.

Trundling Grunt said...

oh wow. I had never appreciated your background.

I did laugh at the carrots line - never saw that coming. Thank you for that.

And Robbie Williams????? Shame on you girl...

Pie said...

Transformers, yay! Did you used to do the weird noises off the cartoon whilst making them transform?

I hope you write this again next year and that things will have been better for you, you deserve good things.

poody said...

The first time I saw Matchbox 20 was in a little dive downtown. My friend had called and said we were going to "the Electric Lounge" to hear this band play called Matchbox 20 and I was like,Who?? She said never you mind just be ready go go when I come by to pick you up! The venue was small maybe 30-50 people in there tops. They came out and started to play the songs from their first album (that's how long ago it was) I was mesmerized! It was love at first sound(and sight)! Rob Thomas had this haircut that looked like every guy in my high school days and he was so passionate in the way he sang. I have been a die hard fan ever since. I was so fortunate to see them in such an intimate spase. I love this town!

phishez_rule said...

Cazzie - I love exercising. Once I get started thats it, I'm in the groove. Its just getting motivated that kills me.

Mel - there's more obstacles. There's always more obstacles.

Betty - Thanks

Ingsoc - Things are as good as you see them to be

Miztris - I can do chocolate covered bananas

Kelly - Its been a long journey.

Steve - My boobs are a regular feature.

Uber - Take the meme if you want. But don't tag anybody. Tagging is kinda lame and spreads these when they should just fuck off and die.

SZJ - I do that everyday with chocolate.

Grunt - I have very eclectic music taste

Pie - The transformers rocked. I might go see it tomorrow night.

Poody - I'm so jealous.

Miss Smack said...

Hey Phish, i recently bought a juicer from kmart (under 50 bucks) and now juice kilo's of carrots to have for breakfast. One glass will keep me full until noon. Seriously, if you like carrots, invest in one! It's good for you to have raw vege's and it'll help detox your liver, which controls your metabolism.